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Being Forced to Give It Up

Friend or Lover

Elisa

 I』d never been in a situation filled with conflict till I faced the event when I had to do a so-called favor for my classmate in high school. The mission was to tell a boy from the neighboring school that she really liked him very much.  And I was given this mission just because I knew him better due to our being in the same cram school and thus often having the chance to see each other.  Seeing my classmate in such a confused situation, I finally agreed and started to make contact with the boy after classes and on our way to school during afternoon time.

It seemed that we were becoming quite good friends after a few weeks, so I was considering when to tell him about my classmate and her fondness for him.  Yet before I could tell him the fact, the thing that I feared most suddenly happened.

It was a Monday afternoon when we were sitting in a coffee shop in the underground shopping mall below the train station of Taipei.  Suddenly he asked me whether I wanted to become his girlfriend.  I was very shocked and realized that he misunderstood the whole event.  At this moment I had no other choice but tell him the fact that I was helping my friend and hoped that he could understand it.  Yet when I finished my story, he was silent for a while.  Then he started to roar: 「Do you mean that you』re playing with my feelings?  How can you do this to me?」  And all the people in the whole coffee shop turned to stare at us, which made me feel quite ashamed because he was roaring in a loud voice so that everybody in the room could understand what we were talking about.

The next day, when I entered the classroom, I felt a strange atmosphere.  It was hard to describe the feeling, and my friend came toward me and said: 「You』re a liar.  You』re cheating me.」  It took me a while to realize that she was talking about that event that happened in the coffee shop yesterday.  She told me that she』d never forgive me for it, and since then she never spoke to me again.   I became a good friend with that boy after this event; we still communicate with each other very often after that.  As to my classmate, I don』t know if I should ask for her forgiveness; this is really the first time for me to face such an unfortunate event.

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