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Being Forced to Give It Up

If there is anther choice

Sally

Mostly, we think that our elders would have more perspective in their considerations than the youths because the former have experienced life much more.  As the Chinese proverb goes: 」 The most piquant ginger is the eldest.」  But sometimes the elders may be hemmed in by traditional concepts or their limited knowledge.  In fact, sometimes, parents could even influence their children』s lives profoundly with simply one wrong decision.

 I have a friend, Fox, who is an active and restless boy.  He can』t sit still at the desk to study for more than an hour; yet while sitting in front of a video game, he is   capable of unbelievable concentration.  He can』t remember what happened in 1945 or when the constitution was published, but knows exactly when the monster would appear on the screen and how to kill it.  Lots of classmates always beg him to teach them the skills to advance in the games.  When he first got in touch with the computer in junior high school, he seemed to have grabbed a floating timber in the river of boring schoolwork.  He was good at facing the computer more than books and people as well.  Therefore, when he had to choose between senior high school and junior college after the entrance examinations, he wanted to major in something that is related to the computer.  Unfortunately, he faced a situation that he couldn』t control.

His father, who always regretted that he himself couldn』t get higher education, had great hopes for his son to go to senior high school.  His father was so keen on seeing his only son go to college three years later that he cared little about what Fox』s aptitude was or the result of the examination.  In his father』s opinion, only those who can go to college could succeed in the future.  Fox tried to make his father understand what he really wanted; he tried communicating with his father again and again, but in vain.  His father always responded by pointing to the real-life problems and used both authority and love to influence him.  Quarrels gradually between father and son and went from bad to worse.  Fox lost his energy and confidence little by little and at last he did what his father wanted him to do.  For the family, he thought, giving up his own dreams would be the best choice.

Under the heavy pressure of schoolwork and exams, Fox became indifferent to family and school; he cared only about friends and computer games.  At that period of time, universities are not so many as now.  Fox knew it』s impossible for him to make it.  He even thought about giving up the JECC to avoid the disappointment.  Though he still did the exam, he failed at last.  Again, he had to choose among resisting, going to the military, and finding a job.  This time, he really made the decision on his own.  He attended a cram school for preparing specialist subjects on the junior college entrance exam.  He spent two years as a half-timer in the cram school.  That』s a hard time in his life but not the most terrible one.  At least, he could be his own boss, running after his ideal.  His father couldn』t have imagined that his decision wasted five years of his son』s life. From Fox』s story, we can see that our Parents are the ones we often consult with, but sometimes their vision might be a stumbling block in their kids』 future.

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