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Being Forced to Give It Up

Unbreakable

Leonard

 Society has built up gender stereotypes in people』s mind, which develop into bias.  In general, society takes the stereotype as a ruler to categorize how boys and girls should look like and what they should do as a boy or a girl.  And most people easily make judgments based on these gender norms.  People who are not identified as typical are often criticized or ostracized.  More importantly, Gender stereotypes could become serious obstacles for intimate relationships, such as that between a father and a son.  My own personal experience serves as a good example.

My father was a military personnel and perhaps because of years of experience in the military, he has developed a strong gender stereotype for what boys should and should not do.  He never allows me to go into the kitchen in front of him because he thinks that is a woman』s place.  To him, boys should be interested in robots, ball games, and outdoor activities.  Unfortunately, I have never been able to live up to his expectations, so we always argue over such things.  Besides, his gender stereotype also became an obstacle for my interests and education.  When I was young, I was interested in playing the piano.  Yet he was strongly opposed to it and angrily brought me back from the teacher』s home more than once.  He quarreled with my mom again and again over those 「sissy」 Things.  In fact, I stopped learning those so-called sissy things, such as playing piano, writing, participating the school singing group, and so on because of his 「help.」  I had argued with him a million times but always in vein.  Under the pressure of his stereotypes, my free will was simply never respected. 

My father』s hard-nosed beliefs about my manhood were even carried over to my studies.  I had always been interested in philosophy and literature; I could sit and read books all day long.  So when I was graduating from high school, I decided to major in either philosophy or literature in college.  Unsurprisingly, when I brought up this idea, my father was extremely angry about it.  To him, philosophy and literature were sissy hobbies.  He thought they could never help men make a fortune, not even make a living.  In that period of time, every time we met each other, we argued.  Sometimes I was so frustrated that I wanted to just give him a punch if he was not my father.  I thought maybe being a pain in the ass was his lifelong goal. 

Gender stereotypes are anachronisms and they really hurt.  My father never understands how his stubbornly traditional thoughts and behavior have done great harm to his children, let alone destroying his relationship with them.  I am clearly aware that it is hardly possible to affect my father even a little.  All I hope is one day my father will accept and support my choice--one day.

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