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Chapter Two

Emergence of Gay Sports Groups

As I mentioned in chapter one, the concept of modern sport was introduced to Taiwan by colonial Japan. By the time Taiwan gained its independence from Japan in 1945, the colonial sporting culture was deeply rooted in the educational system. For instance, group morning radio calisthenics, practiced under the Japanese regime, continued to be a common sight in morning rallies of elementary and high school students after Taiwan’s independence. The tradition of holding sports meets was also kept by the Nationalist Government in Taiwan. However, due to martial law, people rarely gathered and formed sports club teams to engage in sporting activities outside the nation’s subsidized teams, school teams or varsities. Later martial law was lifted in 1987 and the social climate started to change. The media was no longer under strict surveillance by the government and thus the public had more room for expression in the media, and it was possible, for example, to find sports pals in the magazines. Besides, public gathering was no longer forbidden. Sport was not limited to the physical education in the school anymore. Sports groups and clubs thrived in this liberal environment.

In the beginning, however, gay/lesbian sports were practiced within lesbian activist groups, not sports-specified groups. For instance, Wo Men Zhi Jian (我们之间), the first explicitly lesbian group in Taiwan, formed in 1990, started to hold sports gatherings in 1992.[27] Besides, Wo Men Zhi Jian also published Nu Pengyou magazine beginning from 1994 in which the issues of gay sports were discussed several times. The founding of Wo Men Zhi Jian and other successive lesbian and gay groups reflect the cultural upheavals after the lifting of the martial law. The truth is the oppositional groups in Taiwan, especially feminists, laborers, lesbians and gays, had been subdued for decades. The accumulation of social discontent and oppositional groups forced the government to reconsider its autocratic policies toward its people, such as martial law. Once the government began to give in to public opinion, different appeals were addressed. Scholar Manual Castells observed that in Taiwan “the lesbian movement emerged as a component of the feminist movement…albeit in the 1990s it acted in close alliance with an equally powerful gay men’s liberation movement.” (Castells, 1997: 206) This historical development of lesbian politics, followed by the gay men’s liberation movement, furthered the visibility and solidarity of gay intellectuals and activists, especially in Taipei, since lesbian politics and gay men’s liberation mostly originated from the university environment in Taipei metropolis. This is crucial for the subsequent emergence of gay and lesbian sports groups in northern Taiwan. Many of the participants in gay and lesbian sports groups were students who had received feminist curriculum or had been empowered by the feminist movement and gay men’s liberation. These students were instilled with the notion of equality between straights and homosexuals and thus they were more likely to pursue equivalent leisure activities which straight people were privileged to attend.

In the meantime, due to the economic boom and the rising living standards, the government implemented the Two Days Off Every Other Week policy on January 1, 1998. Before this policy, most people worked six days per week. Students were also required to go to school for half a day on Saturday. This Two Days Off Every Other Week policy has released manpower on the weekends and increasing the demand for leisure activities. Three years later on January 1, 2001, the government modified this policy as Two Days Off Per Week. Consequently, workers and students alike had more time to engage in leisure activities, including sports. This economic factor is also significant to the emergence of gay sports groups in addition to the political and social factors I mentioned above. However, not everyone was under the umbrella of the Two Days Off Per Week policy. Many laborers were still required to work on the weekends or work additional shifts in the evenings. Therefore participants in the gay/lesbian sports groups were more or less class-marked, like people who benefited from the Two Days Off policy and could afford both time and expenses in participating sports groups.

Last but not least, the prevalence of BBS after the mid-1990s brought new channels for gay and lesbian sportlovers in Taiwan to discover one another and do sports together. BBS is the abbreviation of bulletin boards system. It was created by Ward Christensen and Randy Suess in Chicago in1978. The system operates like a virtual thumb-tack bulletin board. Participants can post messages to a public "board," and others can read and respond to those messages, creating an ongoing virtual discussion. Moreover, online chat and e-mail communications are also available on BBS. The anonymity feature of BBS ensures the privacy of users. Convenience, security, and no time restrictions (there is no restriction on time), and are the three main factors that draw gays and lesbians to build their virtual communities here. According to my observation, since the mid-1990s, membership to BBS began to decrease in the United States as well as in other western countries due to the development of the World Wide Web. However, BBS maintained its popularity in Taiwan, especially in the universities. This phenomenon could be attributed to the practice of setting up BBS’s among school computer centers and computer engineering students. Another reason is students had grown accustomed to its interface.

According to Zheng Minhui’s thesis “Facing Reality in Virtual Space: The Lesbian Practice in TANET BBS,” in the beginning of BBS development, there was only one bulletin board designated and reserved for gays and lesbians—MOTSS, which means Members of the Same Sex.[28] Yet since gays outnumbered lesbians on the BBS, the topics of the posts were mostly gay-oriented. Due to this reason, lesbians eventually applied for another board for their kindred on December 1996 on Danjuan BBS.[29] The board was named Les. Simultaneously the lesbian-friendly BBS Huainuer (坏女儿) was established.[30] Zheng Minhui points out in her thesis that during this period of time there was a wide spectrum of posts on Les board so that it was hard for lesbians to engage in a more detailed discussion on certain issues, which I believe could be applied to the discussion of sports. This explains why only one Les board couldn’t satisfy the communication needs of lesbians and why different boards were founded on Huainuer BBS, such as the Sport board. In fact, from the 41 questionnaires I have collected from lesbian athletes, 3 informants have pointed out that the Sport board on Huainuer BBS was how they first learned of lesbian sport gatherings and sports groups.

While lesbians started to have sport gatherings and form sports groups on Huainuer, different gay sports groups also began to recruit players on BBS and the WWW. However, the process of the formation of gay male sports groups was comparatively slower than the lesbian counterparts. I attribute this phenomenon to the NTU BBS Purge incident. On February 25, 2000, NTU BBS, the school-run BBS system, announced that NTU BBS would get rid of the function of nicknames and descriptive introductions of users to stop the trend of finding one-night stands and other sexual behaviors. This not only decreased the opportunities for gay sportlovers to find one another on NTU BBS, but also reduced the willingness of gay men to go to NTU BBS because of this policy. I would like to suggest that this is one of the reasons why the development of gay sports groups was slower than the lesbian ones. Soon after this setback of freedom of speech on the NTU BBS, KKCITY BBS was founded in the same year drawing the discontented users to its free BBS service. It would become commercialized and supervised later by Sky Soft Company. The difference between KKCITY BBS and other BBS’s is that KKCITY BBS provides three different modes for users to select—the normal mode, the adult mode, and the tongzhi (同志) mode. With the normal mode, users can’t access sex-oriented boards and can’t see the profiles of the adult-mode or tongzhi-mode users. Similarly, for the adult-mode users, they can’t see the profiles of normal-mode users and tongzhi-mode users. And of course, the tongzhi-mode users can’t see the profiles of the other two groups of users. This policy was made to protect the privacy of different groups of different ages and sexual orientations and to ensure that no user would be subject to interference and intrusion by outsiders.

Stemming from the segregation policy mentioned above, various sub BBS’s designed for gays and lesbians were founded on KKCITY, such as NTU, 5466, Les-world, FriedEgg, Bear-World etc.[31] On these BBS’s, lesbian and gay sports groups applied for individual boards for their sports groups. Although some gay/lesbian sports groups prefer using yahoo or msn groups on the WWW as their team discussion forum such as the lesbian badminton team Jingbaodian (劲爆点), most gay/lesbian sports groups cluster on KKCITY and its sub BBS’s.[32] Take lesbian sports groups for example, there are Xiaomo (小摩) Softball Team, Heixingan (黑心肝) Volleyball Team, and Ye Guang (夜光) Basketball Team. As for gay sports groups, there are Bai Ling (百龄) Basketball Team, Hong Guang (虹光) Badminton Team, Zhuoqiu Tonghaohui(桌球同好会), Gay Volleyball Team, Xiong Hou (熊猴) Basketball Team, Bobo Volleyball Team and Shuinanhai (水男孩) Swimming Group.

One thing I would like to emphasize is that the BBS’s I have introduced here don’t account for all gay sports groups in Taiwan. They only represent the development of Northern Taiwan sports groups and the particular BBS culture these sports groups are affiliated with. According to my observation, the majority of BBS users are students and intellectuals. This phenomenon echoes the class specificity I mentioned earlier in the economic factor contributing to the emergence of gay sports groups. Even though not every participant in the gay sports groups is a BBS user, most of them are. Based on this BBS culture, I would like to suggest that most participants in the gay sports groups have to be well-educated students and working professionals in order to access BBS and the WWW. Combined with the economic factor, it’s obvious that the participants in gay/lesbian sports groups are class-marked and come from relatively privileged backgrounds.  

In conclusion, gay sports groups gradually emerged in the mid-1990s from the advantageous forces I listed above whether political, economical or technological. Nonetheless, each group is unique in its own formation process and body politics. This chapter will analyze how some sports groups are connected with the gay movement by examining the five dimensions in gay/lesbian sports—structure, spatiality, temporality, experience, and function. With structure uniting gay and lesbian athletes, spatiality challenging hetero-space, temporality transcending time and space, experience reinforcing gay and lesbian identity, I will end this chapter with the possible function of doing gay/lesbian sports as doing gay movement.

 

Five Dimensions of Gay Sports Groups

It’s common in English to express doing certain sports with the verb “play,” like playing basketball, playing volleyball etc. Besides, “play” has often been associated with performing, something not for real, like “playing a role,” or something not serious, like the expression “I said it in play.” In the book Performance Studies: An Introduction, Richard Schechner describes play as:

Play is very hard to pin down or define. It is a mood, an activity, an eruption of liberty; sometimes it is rule-bound, sometimes very free. It is pervasive. It is something everyone does as well as watch others engage in—either formally in dramas, sports … at playgrounds. Play can subvert the powers-that be, as in parody or carnival, or it can be cruel, absolute power.… (Schechner, 2002: 79)

Here performance theorist Schechner has extended the meaning of play from a concrete activity to abstract mood and mentality. In sports, game is play and more than a play. The atmosphere of the game and the mentality of the players enrich the game as a greater performance and as a cultural activity. Schechner’s enunciation of play inspires me to look at sports from a different perspective and tie it up with its possibility being an anti-boundary project (Pronger), as what Schechner termed “eruption of liberty.” This eruption of liberty is a universal feeling I observe in various gay/lesbian sports groups. Also a great number of my informants have emphasized how being in the gay sports groups makes them free—free from the expectations of society, free from pretenses of being straight, free from conforming to inscribed gender expressions. As for the ambiguous qualities of play being both rule-bound and free, what Schechner means is play can be finite, for the purpose of winning, or can be infinite, for the purpose of continuing play. In different gay/lesbian sports groups, games are often held to enhance the involvement of the players. Under such circumstance, rules are required to decide who has won. However, the purpose of the game in the gay/lesbian sports groups is not merely to decide who plays well but how everyone can keep participating and interested. Thus the players could be paired or grouped with different members every time in a game to prevent the boredom of always winning or losing the game. It’s an infinite game played for the purpose of continuing play. This is how such sport gatherings empower gay athletes and unite them. Besides, we can also find the pervasive quality of play on and off the sports arena as Schechner describes. This confirms my hypothesis that gay sports could be utilized as a performance, changing people’s attitudes of homosexuality and masculinity. The subversive qualities of gay sports will be further analyzed in the function section. And of course play, as in sports, can be cruel maintenance of boundary project. After approaching gay sports from positive sides, I will also bring up some possible crises gay sports groups might encounter.

In terms of analyzing “play,” Richard Schechner has listed seven ways to approach it, which are structure, process, experience, function, different genres of play, ideology, and frame. In his definition, structure is the synchronic events that constitute a play act. Process is the diachronic development and formation of play acts. Experience is what the players and observers feel. Function is the possible uses play has. Ideology is the values extracted from the play acts. Frame is to define the beginning and end of a play act. Based on Schechner’s seven ways to approach play and considering the specificities of gay sports groups I want to analyze, I have modified these seven approaches into five to analyze gay sports groups, which are structure, spatiality, temporality, experience and function. I’ve borrowed some of these terms from Schechner but I’ve given them different interpretations and dimensions. For instance, in the category of structure, I want to emphasize the organizational characteristics of each gay sports group and the historical background of them, so it’s quite different from the structure dimension Schechner approaches. In addition, Schechner doesn’t include space in his discussion of “play”, which I think is crucial for gay sports groups, particularly in Taiwan where public space is limited. Thus I add the category of spatiality. Furthermore, I combine the two approaches process and frame into temporality to elaborate both the tangible play and the intangible play mood. Then I have left out of the approach different genres of play, where Schechner compares animal play with human play, because it is not strongly related with my research subject. On the contrary, I have kept the two approaches experience and function in order to delineate the impact of gay sports on gay athletes and how gay sports groups could function as one kind of gay movement. In terms of ideology, I will wait until the next chapter to discuss about it since it’s related with the gender/body politics I want to focus on.

 

Structure

 

Most of the gay and lesbian sports groups are informal in the sense that the members don’t need to pay enrollment fees and they don’t have obligations to the sports groups. These groups include GVB volleyball team, BoBo volleyball team, Heixingan Volleyball Team, Xiong Hou Basketball Team, Ye Guang Basketball Team, Hong Guang Badminton Team, Jinbaodian Badminton Team, Shuinanhai Swimming Group, and Zhuoqiou Tonghaohui the gay table tennis group etc.

The most organized groups would be Bai Ling Basketball Team and Xiaomo softball Team. Bai Ling is a gay basketball team founded in October 2000 while Xiao- mo is a lesbian softball team founded in November 2001. Both teams require members to pay enrollment fees. The membership fee costs 200NT dollars for Bai Ling basketball players and 300NT dollars for Xiaomo softball players. One thing to be noted here is that both membership fees only cover six months, which means the membership needs to be renewed every six months after it expires. This rule reflects the unstable attendance of players. According to my observation, a good amount of players in both Bai Ling and Xiaomo are working professionals. These players sometimes have business trips or errands, sometimes need to go home on the ball practice day. Another great proportion of members is student. For them, family, schoolwork, extracurricular activities, and examinations all constitute reasons for absence. Therefore the reason why memberships in both teams only last six months is to ensure that players could withdraw at their earliest convenience if their schedules are in conflict with the ball practice. Also the membership fees can serve as budget for purchasing miscellaneous equipment and accessories for the ball practice. In addition to the formal expenditure, in Bai Ling Basketball Team, the membership fees are also spent monthly in celebrating birthdays of players who were born in the same month.

Another indicator showing the structure of both teams is the team jersey both team members possess. Since team jerseys are only worn on official competitions, owning team jerseys demonstrates the regular frequency of a team participating in competitions. Moreover, jerseys also symbolize the unity of team members. Wearing a jersey embroidered with team logos or team names reinforces the identification with the team for the players.

Another characteristic of both sports groups is the organization and division of work. Not only do both groups hold member meetings to discuss practice, revenue and expenditure, publicity, and recreational activities but they also elect designated candidates to be responsible for different affairs. Take Bai Ling basketball team for example, it has an administration division, general affairs division, documentation division, training division, activity division, and a medical division. Literally speaking, the administration division is in charge of decision-making while the general affairs division is responsible for finance and coordination. The documentation division is to keep records and minutes of the team. The training division provides mentors to be responsible for the ball practice of different groups. The activity division is responsible for holding birthday celebrations each month and holding socials with other sports groups from time to time. The medical division provides first aid to secure the safety of team members. Xiaomo softball team also elects members to be responsible for different affairs, including a president, vice president, treasurer, coordinator, WWW forum monitor, and bulletin board monitor etc. The reasons the organization and division of work differentiate Bai Ling and Xiaomo from other gay/lesbian sports groups are multifold. It could be an inevitable part of maintaining a group with numerous members. It could be a characteristic of team sports like basketball and softball. It could be the intense identification with the sports groups that causes members to be willing to volunteer to keep the team working.

By comparison, the other gay/lesbian sports groups are more informal. Except Shuinanhai the swimming group which doesn’t emphasize competition when gathering, members in other gay/lesbian sports groups usually come to play the scrimmage or pickup games without really devoting themselves to the institutionalization of the sports groups. However, I am not arguing that gay/lesbian sports groups with more structure are better than informal gay/lesbian sports groups per se. On the contrary, my research suggests that the formality and informality of different sports groups enriches various presentations of play and play mood in the sports arena. What is more important is to see the hidden networking among individuals and sports groups. Since February 2004, Shuinanhai has started to contact various gay sports groups and plans to engage in dialogues with these groups. The motivation may be a political one such as recruiting more gay/lesbian people to engage in sports to counter the stigma of homosexuality; or the motivation may be just recreational like providing members in different sports groups opportunities to meet people. No matter what the real motivation is, one certain thing is that in the near future the structure of gay/lesbian sports groups as a whole will be more complex and more interaction among these groups will be expected.

 

Spatiality

Spatiality is a main element in constituting a performance. This has been discussed and analyzed by many performance theorists. Theorists like Richard Schechner want to expand the horizons of theater/ritual into everyday life and adopt a new perspective in reading everyday life as a performance; of course gay/lesbian sports groups can be considered in this light. In order to expand the scope of performance, it’s necessary to magnify the spatiality of performance. Thus before discussing the spatiality of gay sports groups as a performance, different levels of space need to be addressed.

According to the panorama of the time-space-event chart Richard Schechner provides in the chapter “Magnitudes of Performance” in his book By Means of Performance, space can be divided into private space, local space, indoor space, general space and multispace etc. In this chart Richard Schechner has foreseen the performativity of sports and listed it on the chart along with other more traditional performance genres such as aesthetic theater, sacred ritual, secular ritual and social drama etc. In the category of sports, private space can be restricted like sports played at home; or private space can be open like sandlot baseball. Most of the gay/lesbian sports groups do sports in this private but open space, such as university playing fields and park playgrounds. What I mean by private is that the location gay/lesbian sports groups choose are usually not the top choices of straight athletes and therefore can dominate the playing fields or playgrounds by outnumbering their straight counterpart. However when straight athletes want to do sports together with the gay/lesbian athletes, the latter have no rights to refuse. Thus the space is still open to the general public. It’s just the atmosphere of gay/lesbian sports groups that makes the space private and not easy to access for non-gay players. Local space is more welcoming to the general public, such as the local basketball league and volleyball league etc. So far as I know, no gay/lesbian sports groups are in the local sports league. At best they form their own sports league and hold regular competitions, like Bai Ling Basketball Team. This separatist politics from the heterosexual sports arena demonstrates how gay/lesbian players are uncomfortable to play in a total straight environment.

In terms of indoor space, it has been utilized more frequently for certain gay/lesbian sports groups, like Hong Guang Badminton Team, Jinbaodian badminton team, Zhuoqiu Tonghaohui the table tennis group and Shuinanhai the swimming group. The regular attendance of Hongguang and Jinbaodian is the main reason these groups are able to rent an indoor badminton court. However, the expenses are much higher compared with gay/lesbian sports groups exercising in free outdoor space. Zhuoqiu Tonghaohui members play table tennis in open gym hours in a university gym; therefore their gathering time is determined by the schedule of open gym hours. As for the Shuinanhai swimming group, it’s the most nomadic group of all gay/lesbian sports groups. As long as the group members have a consensus about where to swim on the weekends, they can swim indoors in expensive swimming pools or outdoors in public swimming pools. Sometimes they even travel to different parts of Taiwan to swim in various locations and socialize with other gay swimmers. General space, as implied by the name, is a space where people of different nationalities, races, sexes can all participate, such as Gay Games. The politics of “queering” the general space will be further discussed in chapter four with the instance of the Taiwan lesbian basketball team participating in 2002 Sydney Gay Games. Multispace refers to the concept of an event held in different locales like Olympics. I’d like to appropriate this concept to analyze the play mood of gay sports groups in the following accounts of spatiality of doing “gay” sports.

Despite the features of limited space, privacy, and exclusion from heterosexual players that characterize the spatiality of gay/lesbian sports groups, there are other forms of using space for gay/lesbian sports groups. The performance of gay sports takes place in various places, which is similar to the concept of multispace Richard Schechner defines Olympics. For instance, the Gay Volleyball Team and Bobo Volleyball Team gather every weekend on the same university playground. Due to the requirement of the volleyball rules, only two teams of six players each can compete at a time. The other members came up with a good way to kill time while waiting for their turn, i.e. playing poker games. This is a very unique sub-culture of gay volleyball groups which is rarely seen in the pickup games or scrimmage of straight volleyball groups. Thus the performance of gay volleyball is extended from the volleyball court to the off-court poker games. The play mood reaches out from the physical exercise of volleyball to the mental and emotional interaction of gay players. In this example, we can see the creativity of gay sports groups and the intensified interaction among the gay members. I surmise that the performance of gay sports groups in multispace is to counter the day-to-day oppression of heterosexual space. By countering the normal expectations of playing only in the sports arena, gay sports groups like Gay Volleyball Team and Bobo Volleyball Team subvert the regulations of play. It’s a postmodern reaction to the rationalization of most modern sports which emphasize set rules and fixed sports arena. Moreover, the integration of play and play mood in both gay volleyball groups on and off the sports arena help gay players to socialize with various team members rather than focus on competing and polarizing “self” (our team) and “other” (their teams).

Despite the positive maneuver of turning heterosexual space into queer space of gay/lesbian sports groups, sometimes these groups experience setbacks when searching for space to do gay/lesbian sports together. Below I will demonstrate this with two incidents. One is a lesbian informant being discriminated against on a basketball court. The other is a fight over the right of using a volleyball court among the Heixingan Volleyball Team, Bobo Volleyball Team and Gay Volleyball Team.

Potter, a lesbian informant who loves basketball, told me during my interview with her that as both a woman and a lesbian, she encountered a lot of discrimination from heterosexual men on the basketball court. She recounted that one time she went to a basketball gathering for lesbians and a bunch of heterosexual men came to take over the basketball court. These heterosexual men didn’t even bother to ask whether they could join in. Potter felt irritated and told them it was very rude of them to take over the place. Afterward Potter went away for a break and left her basketball under the basketball stands thinking she could come back later to play when these men went. To her surprise, she came back finding her basketball stuck with lumps of chewing gum where she had put it carefully under the basketball stands. When Potter carried her basketball away suspecting the unfriendly heterosexual men, they deliberately missed a shot and hit Potter. This incident is not just a singular event happening to Potter, but it illustrates a general discrimination towards female athletes in the sports arena, not to mention lesbian athletes. Many other lesbian informants had similar stories to Potter’s.

If lesbian athletes were discriminated against in the heterosexual world, one might expect them to be respected when doing sports with their gay allies. However, this is not the case. This can be demonstrated by the quarrels between the Heixingan, Bobo and Gay volleyball teams. Among these three teams, the Gay Volleyball Team has been the first team in using this specific school volleyball court in Taipei since 1999 for their weekly gatherings. There are three volleyball courts in this particular school with one men’s net in the middle and two women’s nets on each side. Later, Bobo, another gay male volleyball team, was founded in December, 2002 and they also have their weekly gatherings in the same school using one women’s net where many non-gay athletes have been playing. Heixingan, a lesbian team, was founded in July, 2003. In the beginning they had their volleyball gatherings on Monday evenings in a different school. Later they had occasional gatherings on Saturday in the same school where GVB and Bobo congregated. Then the disputes erupted between Bobo and Hexingan over who had the rights to play the women’s net. Since Bobo had been playing the women’s net, they treated Heixingan players as outsiders and asked them to play the other women’s net. However, the other women’s net was too close to the ground-track and field. Once the ball was hit towards that direction, it took a long time for players to get it back. Therefore Heixingan members were reluctant to play in that inconvenient court. Later they played a scrimmage game against each other in order to decide which team could stay. During the play, Heixingan members were unsatisfied that Bobo players hit in the front row instead only in the back row and they even blocked Heixingan members’ swings. Heixingan members thought that when playing mixed volleyball in the women’s net, male players should respect female players by only hitting in the back row and not blocking the spike of female players. The result was Bobo beated Heixingan. This made Heixingan members dislike the atmosphere of playing volleyball with gay players.

In another unplanned gathering on November 22, 2003, Heixingan members were the first to come to the volleyball court. On that day all three courts were women’s nets and Heixingan chose the most convenient middle court to play on so that the ball wouldn’t roll too far to the ground-track and field. Soon GVB members arrived and discovered “their” court was occupied. Two of GVB members tried to reason with Heixingan leaders and asked them to use the other women’s nets. Heixingan members refused and told them to adjust the other women’s net into a men’s net. This has caused many GVB members complain to me since I was acquainted with some of the Heixingan members. I told them how Heixingan was excluded previously by Bobo and how unfair it was that men could play both in women’s net and men’s net but not vice versa.

From the experience of Potter and Heixingan members, I have observed that an inequality of access to playing space exists between female athletes and male athletes in general. Female athletes, lesbian or straight, are treated as inferior in the sports arena and their space in doing sports is not guaranteed despite the gender-specific facilities. For instance men take it for granted that they can play women’s net in terms of the volleyball. In terms of gender-neutral facilities such as basketball or softball fields, female athletes are usually looked down upon by male players and it is common for male players to take over women’s space. This is related with the boundary project of modern sport in terms of boosting male masculinity over female masculinity and will be further discussed in the gender politics section in the next chapter.

 

Temporality

When it comes to temporality, the gathering time varies according to the status of the members. Students are generally more available than the working members. For instance Zhuoqiu tonghaohui the table tennis group is mostly composed of students. Consequently they are more flexible in the gathering time such as in the weeknights. The majority of gay/lesbian sports groups have their gatherings on the weekends, thanks to the Two Days Off Per Week policy I mentioned in the beginning of this chapter. Besides, a relatively high percentage of lesbian athletes partake in more than one sports group. According to the 41 questionnaires I collected from the lesbian athletes, 5 people have participated in two different sports groups at the same time. This is probably related to the difficulty of maintaining a fixed number of people showing up at lesbian sports gatherings. For instance, before there were the Heixingan volleyball, Ye Guang basketball and Jinbaodian badminton teams, lesbian sports gatherings were usually contingent and held by lesbian awareness groups such as Wo Men Zhi Jian and Lalainfo. Now that there are fixed groups in various sports, of course lesbian athletes cherish the opportunity to have regular sports gatherings. The best way for them to support lesbian sports is to fund various sports groups and participate. This explains the high percentage of lesbian athletes playing in more than one sports group.

In addition, the length of a sporting gathering is directly proportional to the amount of energy exerted and to the degrees of friendship between the members. For sports as intense as badminton and basketball, the actual playing time is typically shorter than less intense sports such as volleyball and table tennis. If the members are good friends, they usually extend the sporting gathering before and after the actual sports time by adding other activities, such as having lunch and dinner together, watching movies, playing mahjong etc.

If gay/lesbian sports are performances, then the performances should be viewed as activities that involve the recognition and identity politics of gay/lesbian athletics. Therefore the everyday online chat/posts, occasional outings, competition with other sports groups, warm-up before the sports, bodily movement in the sports, cooldown after exercise and aftermath of the sports gathering are all part of the performance called gay/lesbian sports. If we take temporality and spatiality into account, the scope of the performance of gay sports is large enough to challenge the general public as well as to unite the gay/lesbian athletes. These experiences of participating in gay/lesbian sports groups are unique in identity politics in the way in which they empower gay/lesbian athletes and encourage them to achieve the goals of the gay movement through doing gay sports. 

 

Experience

Before there were gay/lesbian sports groups, gay men and lesbians didn’t have many social outlets. School was probably the safest place for gay and lesbian youths to access information about homosexuality and to make friends of their kind. In the society, the gay/lesbian bar is probably the meeting place for most gays and lesbians. However, as Masao Kashiwazaki points out about the limitations of the gay bar setting in his essay “Providing ‘Safe Spaces’ to Aid the Identity Formation Process of Japanese Gay Youth.”

Commercialism and sexual relations are the focal point of [gay/lesbian bar] where the patrons are expected to spend money and to negotiate complex human relations with little direct assistance. Although the gay bar scene may help gay youth to come to terms with the purely sexual aspects of their identity, it does little to help them integrate that into their larger social existence. (Masao, 1996: 490)

Even though Masao is addressing gay youth in Japan, I think it is also applicable to general gay men and lesbians in Taiwan. Developing an affirmative gay or lesbian identities involves accepting one’s sexual orientation, sexuality, and most important of all the socialization as a gay man or a lesbian. Socialization is important because gays and lesbians don’t live in a secluded environment. They need to learn how to cope with the prejudices and biases toward homosexuality and how to penetrate the stereotypes straight people have imposed on them. Gay/lesbian sports groups provide exactly the safe spaces and opportunities for gays and lesbians to support one another and develop affirmative gay and lesbian identities. In the 98 questionnaires, three informants have mentioned that their motivation in participating in gay/lesbian sports groups is based on the sense of belonging in the community. 71.4% admit that by participating in gay/lesbian sports groups, they get to accept their homosexual identities more than before. 41% have sought counseling from their sports partners when facing difficulties, such as pressure from work or school, financial problems, and emotional swings. This has proved how significant gay/lesbian sports groups are in terms of forming an affirmative gay/lesbian identity within a society that is usually hostile to gays and lesbians.

Besides, gays and lesbians do sports together because they can freely and openly socialize with other congenial partners and express their sexuality. First let’s look at the performance of sexuality of the lesbian players. As I observed in the weekly Xiaomo softball practice and the Lesbian Championship in the spring of 2003, the players were very relaxed and intimate when they were among other lesbian participants no matter whether the space was an open space, like the school softball field, or a private space, like school gyms rented to hold Lesbian Championships. Take Xiaomo softball team for instance, it is mostly composed of butch-identified lesbians. Some of their femme partners come to watch them practice or cheer during pick-up games with other women’s softball teams. The softball field they regularly practice in is situated inside a school playing field, which means outsiders could easily observe the interaction among players. Nonetheless the couples and participants never try to conceal the sexual undercurrent or the same sex camaraderie. It’s a common scene to see couples holding hands, hugging or even kissing. And friends could make comments or jokes about single femmes on the sidelines, like who is cute etc. Their acts and gestures that articulate and enact desires of the lesbian participants contradict the regulated sexuality of modern sport. Brian Pronger distinguishes the legitimate play from the illicit sex (including sexual desire) and lesbian sport is blurring the fine line between them. This is a liberating experience for these lesbians.

As for the sexuality of gay men in the sports arena, it is less obvious due to the general fear of showing gay sexuality in public. Nonetheless gay men in the sports arena are comparatively more subversive than their lesbian counterparts in languages and in body movement. For instance, in the Gay Volleyball Team, some players call one another sister and love to identify themselves with professional female volleyball players instead with professional male volleyball players. When at play, these players deliberately exaggerate their body movement such as doing backhand spikes and screaming during defense. As far as I can recall, one time a member even rolled on the floor when retrieving a spike. After he missed it, he stayed on the floor and screamed “spotlight.” This was a rich performance filled with subversive oral and body language.

Since there is a show going in sports, we need to analyze the relationship of different layers of viewing and interaction among the participants and between the participants and non-participants. Richard Schechner illustrates this meta-performance theory in his essay “News, Sex, and Performance Theory”:

A person sees the event; he sees himself; he sees himself seeing the event; he sees himself seeing others who are seeing the event and who, maybe, see themselves seeing the event. Thus there is the performance, the performers, the spectators; and the spectator of spectators; and the self-seeing-self that can be performer or spectator or spectator of spectators. (Schechner 297, my emphasis)

To apply Schechner’s terms, the event is the gathering of gay/lesbian athletes. The players see this event while perceiving the presence of other spectators, i.e. friends and outsiders who happen to be there either exercising or just watching the game. The different individuals could choose to be a performer, spectator, or spectator of spectators. The performative of sexuality creates the slippage among these layerings of gazing and enacting. One can perform the female masculinity, make fun of gender stereotypes such as sissy gay men, and even express same-sex desire or camaraderie. One can choose to observe the act knowingly or disagreeably without actually involving oneself in the performance, and one can just impartially probe into the performance and the act of seeing as a scholar or anthropologist, which is where this paper takes its stance.

Andy, a friend of one GVB volleyball player, has come to watch GVB volleyball games several times. At my request, he wrote down his experience as a spectator of the gay sports group GVB:

They are a team or even surpassing that, they are the game itself, an event that transcends the boundaries that keep them trapped in their own isolated little worlds. Suddenly they belong to something. They feel safe, they feel strong, they feel accepted, they have found refuge…Winning and losing play such a small part here. What is important is the sense of being part of something that allows the burden of self in isolation to dissolve, at least temporarily…Just watching them as a spectator, whether gay or straight, is an inspiration to break down whatever self-centered boundaries we have made for ourselves, that prevent us exploring our human potential.[33]

His reflections as a spectator not only echo the experiences of the players, such as finding a sense of belonging, and forming affirmative gay identities but also foresee the function of gay sports groups in empowering gay/lesbian athletes and breaking the boundary project (Pronger).

 

Function

How function differs from experience is in the objective evaluation of gay/lesbian sports as a social movement and the subjective narration of the experiences of gay/lesbian athletes themselves. Below I will tentatively list two important functions provided by gay sports groups. One is the positive representation of homosexuals; the other is the empowering networking within the gay/lesbian sports groups and across different gay/lesbian organizations domestically and abroad.

Since the development of modern sport, sport has been an indicator of normalcy and health. As I quoted Brian Pronger in the first chapter about the various boundary projects of modern sport, modern sport elicits the one-sided association of different dichotomies, such as masculinity, heterosexuality, racial superiority, health, rationality and order, which is opposed to femininity, homosexuality, racial minority, sickness, irrationality and chaos. This rationale could be read as problematic when recognizing the positive representation of gay/lesbian sports and athletes. It’s as if gay/lesbian athletes are doing sports in order to pass as normal. However, the opposite side of the coin is the transgressing power of gay sports in challenging the binary boundaries of modern sport. Thus the categories will be obscured and pluralism will take the place of boundary projects.

My hypothesis can be proved by the positive reports of gay/lesbian sports groups in the media. For instance, the student-run news website Sheng Ming Li (生命力) has done a story on the Xiaomo softball team. The reporter Zhang Si-jie ended her coverage with the following conclusion:

The existence of this sports group can bring positive images for homosexuals. The team members all hope not to be treated as minorities in the society. They believe that if the sexual orientation is not seen as abnormal, they will not be considered as marginal. (Zhang, 2002, my translation)[34]

Many of my informants and interviewees have seconded this positive image gay sports can bring forth. In the questionnaire, I asked my informants to express what images they thought gay sports can bring for homosexuals. 35% mentioned a healthy image, 28% mentioned a sunny image, while 10% mentioned a positive image. It’s very consistent both inside the gay/lesbian sports groups and outside in the society to agree upon the destigamatization effect of gay/lesbian sports. Of course the problematics will be what qualities are ostracized in the destigamatization process. Is it femininity? Is it sickness? Is it unspeakable sexuality? These questions will be further discussed in the following chapter.

As for the networking in gay/lesbian sports, I want to analyze it within the gay/lesbian sports groups and across different gay/lesbian organizations domestically and abroad. The former is networking that emphasizes identification and support while the latter is networking that involves cooperation and gay activism. The experience of gay/lesbian athletes within the gay/lesbian sports groups can be counted as the first kind of networking in which participants seek support and recognize their sexualities. The latter networking can be demonstrated by different events involving communication and cooperation among different sports groups and organizations like twice-yearly Lesbian Championship, Rainbow Games and Lesbian Championship in 2000, participation in Gay Games in 2002, the Gay Parade in 2003 etc. These events wouldn’t have been possible without the gay/lesbian volunteers who did all the coordinating and fundraising. Moreover, some of the events require publicity in the media and financial support from the government, such as the Rainbow Games and Lesbian Championship, participation in the 2002 Sydney Gay Games and the 2003 Gay Parade. These experiences unite gay/lesbian athletes, volunteers, and activists in creating a network by which a social movement can be made possible. There is still much potential.

A current project initiated by Shuinanhai, the swimming group, is an electronic bulletin board named GaySports whose main purpose is to continue the networking and dialogue among different gay sports groups and eventually with lesbian sports groups and gay/lesbian activist groups. A recent plan is to congregate gay sportlovers in different gay sports groups to participate in Nike Taipei International Expressway Marathon on March 28, 2004. Even though these players will compete against one another and they won’t highlight their sexualities in the marathon, the significance of the assembly is how communicative channels have been built across these gay sports groups and how in the future the networking can be utilized for other social campaigns and gay movement.

After discussing the two functions—visibility and networking—gay sports groups have, the next chapter will deal with the body politics and gender politics of gay sports in which some boundary projects are deconstructed and some are yet to be transgressed.


[27] See the historical records on http://groups.msn.com/v4pe6jm9u2g98jn9brm8sgmvh1/page9.msnw

 On the website of Wo Men Zhi Jian, one line read “on February, 1992, two years after the establishment of Wo Men Zhi Jian, different groups including culture groups, sports groups, chatting groups and study groups were founded.” (1992.2两周年庆,成立艺文、运动、聊天、读书会等家族。)

[28] 郑敏慧〈在虚拟中遇见真实台湾学术网路BBS站中的女同志实践〉台大建筑与城乡研究所硕士论文,1999

 

[29] Danjuan BBS in Chinese is 淡江蛋卷广场站.

 

[30] Huainuer in Chinese is /异坏女儿站.

[31] NTU, 5466, Les-world, FriedEgg, Bear-World are the English names of sub BBS’s of KKCITY. In Chinese, NTU BBS is 新椰林风情站. 5466 is 我是拉拉站. Les-World is 拉拉百货专柜站. FriedEgg is 炒蛋疯人院站. Bear-World is 熊熊猴猴俱乐部. NTU BBS was named “new” NTU BBS in response to NTU BBS Purge incident.

 

[32] See appendix 2 for detailed information of Jingbaodian and other gay and lesbian sports groups. The names of these sports groups are translated into English directly from the Chinese pronunciations with hanyu pinyin system unless they don’t have Chinese team titles like Bobo Volleyball Team.

 

[33] See appendix 7 for the complete contents of his reflections as a spectator of GVB Volleyball Team.

34 Sheng Ming Li news website in Chinese is 生命力公益新闻网. The report can be read online on http://vita.fju.edu.tw/ShowNewsDetail.asp?no=200241021022  

 

 


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